Saturday, March 19, 2005 ++
"Who are the theys,smurfs?"
That was the start of a melancholic night.
I never believed anyone was a black sheep, everyone belongs to somewhere. But now i do.
A night where a valuable lesson was taught, a lesson that opened my heart to this cruel and realistic society. I mean, i know where i finally belong. Truely.
My world was just another day in disney land, where all the fun and excitment are brewing, where Mickey mouse seem so friendly. But it was all a lie, like a sweet dream that had been haunted by Freddie, sounds silly but real.
" Yikes, the smurfs are gone!"
They just left me there. I know, it wasn't on purpose. At least i knew who i finally am. I'm not that innocent, sweet girl. i never was.
" It was a misunderstanding."
I know. Misunderstandings are unavoidable. But who would bother to clean up this pretty misunderstanding? Dont waste your time.
Oh no look. What am i becoming of? I told everyone that smoking is bad, but i'm smoking in my own room. That's bad. I dont know. Can someone just numb me. With anything. I dont care.
Man this is bad. But at least i have a best friend. I think i do. Ohwells. so much for MY life. How's yours. Is it any better than mine? 7:46 PM
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